i will never forget...

I will never forget the way he said my name for the first time. I will never forget the way he said that my voice left him without words. I will never forget how he laughed when i told him how much like a child I am. I will never forget how we used to call each other and then just listen to each others breathing. I will never forget the first time he said it. I will never forget when he told me he was leaving. I will never forget how i believed in him, in us. I will never forget that he lied, that he only fooled me. I will never forget how he was crying, and how his tears were just sham. I will never forget how i trusted him.
I will never forget how he knew to see trough me. I will never forget how he understood me. I will never forget how he wrote the story for me. I will never forget how he seamed to really get me. I will never forget how he slowly pushed me away. I will never forget how he made me fly for him. I will never forget how he decided that i don't need him. I will never forget how he told me that i just have to move on. I will never forget how he promised he would be there, but never really was. I will never forget how I had had trust again.
I will never forget how to believe in people. I will never forget how much it hurt. I will never forget how it is to believe in someone and afterwards descover it was just one year of lies. I will never forget how people judged me for having faith and for fighting. I will never forget the way he smelled...i will never forget the way he smiled. I will never forget the way he laughed. I will never forget the way he, and he, humiliated me. I will never be humilliated again.