Nothing

No place to go, no path unseen
No air to run when it is all coming down.
Tomorrow has never seemed so lost. And pain has never been so numb.
Laughing only makes your heart ache harder, trying to hope only makes you feel emptier, and all those open arms just show you void and loneliness.
No road to try, no way to change.
No time to awake, no sunrise for your night.
Please, oh please, make me alive. Make me believe. Make me feel. Please, I'm begging you, free my pain, free my tears, stop my heart from ripping out, stop my mind from going numb.
No way to see, no way to remember.
No joy,no light.
Darkness.
Void.

To you, my dear friend

i would have never knew myself if i would have not gotten to know you,because if i were to tell you what you mean to me i would have to use colors, music, sunny days, the rain, sometimes the wind and surely pieces of my heart. i would have never knew what silence meant if i would have not gotten to read your silence, because if i were to write the stories you told me i would write of thoughts of life, of fate, of solitude,of being there, of words that don't need saying. i would have never knew how to take care of myself if it weren't for your arms to catch me when i was going down, because if i were to remember all the sad times i could not remember one that was without you there, hands stretched out, soul wide open, part of my pain yours. i would have never knew what being happy meant if i would not have been happy for you, because laughing with you needed no reasons, and happiness was never stupid and easy, but always there. i would have never been me without you, because you are a part of my soul, you listened to all my sappy songs, you saw me in my greatest weakness, you taught me that i am me, a beautiful me.
so we will always be here, because here is not a place, it is between us. here and now as well as there and then will always be us.